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        <p>Scene 4 </p>
<p>从那天之后，我一直试图认识那个女孩。</p>
<p>可令我意外的是，这件事情竟然——很难办到。</p>
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<p>每当我向她搭话时，她便会像受到惊吓的小兔子一样，迅速逃离。</p>
<p>这样的次数多了之后，每次她都会在教室外看上两眼，确认我不在时，才会慢慢地走进。</p>
<p>一句话都搭不上。</p>
<p>“欺负女孩子可不行啊。”</p>
<p>“打招呼也算欺负女孩子？”我反驳。</p>
<p>“那你是怎么打招呼的？”</p>
<p>“我就是平常的问好…….然后自我介绍。”</p>
<p>“她愿意听吗？”</p>
<p>“…….好像…….不太愿意。”</p>
<p>“对呀，强迫别人听不愿意听的东西，那就是欺负了。”</p>
<p>“…….”我似乎不能否定她这句话。</p>
<p>“我只是想认识她而已啊…….”</p>
<p>许老师看着我，又露出招牌笑容。</p>
<p>“好啦别灰心，说不定你其实是个撩妹高手呢？”</p>
<p>“…….你看我像吗…….”</p>
<p>“这不一样。人的记忆，分叙述性记忆和程序性记忆两种。叙述性记忆都是什么人做什么事，程序性记忆就是一件事怎么做。”</p>
<p>“比如你虽然不记得自己在哪儿学的自行车，但拿到自行车还是能骑。”</p>
<p>“你经常忘记之前的事，但从来没忘记怎么说话，对吧。”</p>
<p>“所以说啊…….”老师笑了笑，“你只是叙述性记忆有缺陷，但程序性记忆是完整的。”</p>
<p>“…….”我似乎明白了，又似乎没明白。</p>
<p>“对待小动物，就应该用对待小动物的方法。”</p>
<p>“如果贸然就上去亲近的话，对方肯定会逃走的。”</p>
<p>这话听起来怪怪的。</p>
<p>“把自己学生当小动物真的好吗？”</p>
<p>继续笑着。</p>
<p>“在我看来你们都是小动物呢，所以也希望和大家和睦相处。”</p>
<p>“不管一开始多困难，只要好好想办法就能互相理解。”</p>
<p>————————————————————————————————</p>
<p>一边想着老师最后说的话“你为什么那么在意她呢？”一边回到座位。</p>
<p>我也不知道为什么。</p>
<p>寻找答案是一件很困难的事。</p>
<p>既然已经学会不用“记忆”的生活，就不要再为难自己了。</p>
<p>上课铃声响起，前排的那只小动物出现在了教室门口。</p>
<p>她把头伸进来，像是在观察洞穴外状况的胆小兔子。</p>
<p>我识趣地把头转向窗外，在她眼睛往这边看之前躲开了视线。</p>
<p>确认自己没被注意到，她就小步快跑地回到座位上。</p>
<p>跑步的声音小到不仔细听都听不见。</p>
<p>看来应该是没戏了。</p>
<p>正当我这样想着，突然从前面飘来一个东西。</p>
<p>一张明信片，明信片上画着一束花。</p>
<p>…………..</p>
<p>我拿起这张明信片，仔细地盯着那洁白的花瓣。</p>
<p>那不是完全的白色…….里面带着一丝丝淡淡的亮黄。</p>
<p>黄色没有破坏它的纯净感，反而是恰到好处的点缀。</p>
<p>就像美女脸上的胭脂，让它显得更加美丽…….</p>
<p>“…….咳…….嗯…….”</p>
<p>前面的小动物发出了声音，我抬头…….看到她的肩膀抖了一下。</p>
<p>“这是…….“</p>
<p>“…………..”女孩没有回答，她的头摇晃了一小会儿…….</p>
<p>像是要转过头来看我，但是没能成功。</p>
<p>“…………..”她又把头往这边转了一下，大概只有几个角度…….又瞬间回到了原位。</p>
<p>但比起没有成功转过来的脑袋，一直在发抖的肩膀更引人注目。</p>
<p>“送给我的…….吗？”</p>
<p>“…………..”</p>
<p>“谢谢你啊…….这个…….”</p>
<p>“…………..”</p>
<p>维持着紧绷的状态，继续着刚才那个失败的转头动作。</p>
<p>这个时候我才理解了她的意思：是要我看明信片的背面。</p>
<p>于是我把明信片翻了过来，她的肩膀突然抬起，然后又慢慢放下…….好像松了一口气。</p>
<p>明信片的背面，用可爱的手写体写着这样的一句话。</p>
<p>“你好，我是小殷，抱歉只能用这个形式和你说话。”</p>
<p>”…….小殷…….“默默地念出她的名字的同时，她的肩膀抖动地有些强烈。</p>
<p>于是，我终于知道了她的名字。</p>
<p>我拿起笔，开始回复——</p>
<p>“没事的，没注意到你的情况是我的错。”</p>
<p>“我只是很想认识你，和你说话。”</p>
<p>“一是想要和你道个谢，二是——”</p>
<p>…………..</p>
<p>写到这里我卡住了。</p>
<p>二是因为什么呢？</p>
<p>或许没有原因，或许有但我想不起来。</p>
<p>第一次痛恨自己的记忆力如此不堪…….</p>
<p>能回想起来的只有那束花，还有第一次见到她的场景。</p>
<p>那次眼前的画面很美…….是种说不出又忘不掉的感觉。</p>
<p>好像是某段记忆，即使被忘却也忍不住怀念它。</p>
<p>就像许老师说的那样…….人类的记忆分叙述类和程序类。</p>
<p>我忘掉了很多东西，但某个“程序”却停留在了脑海中。</p>
<p>“…….”</p>
<p>于是我思考了一会，然后继续写了下去。</p>
<p>“一是想要跟你道个谢，二是由于记忆的问题，我想不起之前发生的事。”</p>
<p>“可每次看到你，我都有非常熟悉的感觉。”</p>
<p>“我们之前是不是认识，或者在哪里见过面吗？”</p>
<p>“要是我们不认识，那我可以和你交个朋友…….”</p>
<p>一不小心就写了一大串话。</p>
<p>准备写下一句的时候，明信片上已经布满了我的字。</p>
<p>放下笔思考这些话到底合不合适…….然后把明信片轻轻地往前推。</p>
<p>“——！”</p>
<p>触碰的瞬间，肩膀又颤抖了一下。</p>
<p>然后她的左手快速地从右臂下窜出，瞬间将明信片夺去。</p>
<p>之后就再也没了回音。</p>
<p>静待花开，但是花却再也没开过了。</p>
<p>一缕阳光从窗外射了进来，溜到我手上，有溜到她的肩膀上。</p>
<p>因为微风吹动窗帘，光斑在我们两人之间淘气地摇摆着，</p>
<p>它是那么的活泼和大胆…….和某个小动物形成鲜明的对比。</p>
<p>小动物在我心底挖了个洞住了进去，却一直不肯出来。</p>
<p>放学的铃声响起，她便拿起书包往外跑去，</p>
<p>…….那张明信片静静地躺在了课桌里。</p>
<p>等到所有人都离开，我拿起了那张明信片。</p>
<p>明信片的角落里多了一个字。</p>
<p>——“好。”</p>
<p>我看着这个“好”字，笑了起来。</p>
<p>笑了一会又想起了什么，赶快坐到位置上拿起了纸和笔。</p>
<p>小殷小殷小殷小殷小殷小殷小殷小殷…….</p>
<p>她的名字填满了整本本子——</p>
<p>这样，就忘不掉了吧。</p>

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